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dear team mates,
i know i'm the reason why our team had a straight 0% schedule adherence last week and this week. you must really think that i am such a pain in the ass but please, try to understand.
my brother didn't waste his blood and sweat sending me to college just for me to become a robot! and i didn't too! admit it, we are human answering machines! and this, definitely, is not me. i can't last for three more months in this company.
i thought answering phone calls as a job is not really that bad. it's the 'in' thing right now--but then, i realized, it's not my cup of tea.
mates, don't worry, i'm resigning anyway. and you'll have that 100% sched ad that you and our supervisor long for. well, as if its going to be possible--but at least i am not the culprit anymore.
some of you enjoy the job, some of you are just forcing yourselves. to tell you honestly, mates, we are still very young. let's not bury ourselves alive.
hey, i'm not trying to look for company (i have a lot, you know). i'm just concerned. i already witnessed some of you throwing your own things on the floor while on a call just to relieve yourselves of the stress and not be tempted to push the end button. i have witnessed a lot of you crying while on a call but managed to sound normal. i also have witnessed some of you really enjoying your work, loving every minute of our eight-hour job. and i do hope, if ever there'll be changes, it'll be for the better.
no job is easy. it wont be called a job if it's so much fun, right? but i believe that a job, no matter how difficult, skull-breaking, it is, if you love it, you'll enjoy it--and somehow, it ceases to be just a job, it becomes a dedication.
you have no idea what i went through, but i listened though when you, guys, told me that i shouldn't call it quits, yet. you told me everything is going to be fine. i did hope for that; it never came. i received good surveys from my callers and was able to hit our target call handling time during A-bay, and i must admit, i felt happy about it. but it didn't make any difference.
i tried to like, at least, the job. detaching myself from it. but i wasn't successful. this is not for me..
pero sige, mag-file sa ko ug leave. di sa ko mag-resign..kay you know, lisud na..huna-hunaon sa nako ug tarong ha kay lisud pud baya mangita ug trabaho..cge, mag-leave sa ko if maka-leave man kaha ko..sorry jud kung gahi kayo ako ulo. pero kung di pud bitaw gahi ako head, hagbay ra ko nagka-heart attack bah! di jud lami makig-story telling sa mga yatis nga kano. once in a blue moon ra ko makadawat ug call gikan sa pinoy..lami lugar ako layp? shet neber!