wala mabuhat part 2

1) Are you a chick or a dude?
CHIX to d highest level hehehe

2) Do you pray?
oo naman!

3) Are you in love?
very.

4) Ever wish on stars?
heheheh..guilty.

5) Do you believe in karma?
YEAH

6) What's your zodiac sign?
Gemini

7) Have you ever almost died?
yeah. car accident unta.hadlok!

8) Ever broken any bones?
god 4bid.

9) Do you cry during sad movies?
oo.

11) Ever laid under the stars?
oo.

12) Ever sat on a rooftop?
oo wyl dreaming with eyes wide open.

13) music/dance?
music.

14) Could you live without the television?
YES. I AM living without a TV.

15) Could you live without music?
DILI.

16) If you're in love then how many letters does
your lover have in their name?
13

17) What do you dislike the most about life?
iyang pagka-iya.

18) Have you ever been to jail?
nag-interview kunohay ug preso.

19) Ever had a job for less than a day?
la pud.

20) Ever been fired on your first day?
la pud.

21) Ever been fired because of your attitude?
la pa pud. heheheh

22) Do you get jealous of other people?
sumtyms. ako na lang i-think na mas gwapa ko hehehe

23) Would you rather love someone or be loved?
nah..gus2 ko inlab mi duha..pero mas okay cguro ang be loved

24) What's under your bed right now?
empty space.

25) Ever done anything illegal?
hmmmm

26) Have you ever been dumped?
ha..

27) Ever dumped somebody?
subtle ra man to

28) How cool are you?
di man ko cool...HOT man ko..nyak!!

29) Do you support abortion?
murag katong debate namo sa una. heheh

30) Who's your best friend?
ako honey.

31) Did you graduate high school?
oo.

33) Have you ever drove someone crazy?
hehhehe..malay..

34) Ever bullied someone?
good girl man ko..

35) Ever done the Macarena?
OO!!! feel na feel!

36) Do you act your age?
i suppose.

37) Is it okay to disrespect your parents?
NO.NEVER.

38) Do you flush the toilet when you're done?
xempre!

39) How long do you stay in the shower?
depende.

40) What kind of soap do you use?
scented nga mild...

2) Spiderman, Batman, or Superman?
spiderman.

43) Do you like your middle name?
yup...

44) Has anyone ever cheated on you?
yes.

46) What's your favorite animal?
dog.

47) favorite flower
rose.

48) Have you ever shaved your head?
no plans.

49) What do you think of LOVE?
it's a gift.

50) Do you think it is okay to drink and drive?
DILI NOH!

51) If you won $1 million, what would you buy first?
wow..ma-mental blck cguro ko..

52) Do you fear terrorism?
sumtyms.

54) What's your favorite candle scent?
lavender ug coffee

55) Do you use profanity?
shit! dili oi!

57) What's something you're ashamed of?
secret

58) What woke you up last night?
himbing ng 2log ko kagabi

59) Ever been to a zoo
yeah..
60) What's the last movie watched?
pirates of the caribbean pa intawon pero part 2 na..

61) Are you usually late or on time?
on time

62) What anime you watch often?
dili ko ganahan anime man gyud..

wala mabuhat

1.) Do you talk in your sleep?
- i dunno...

2.) Oceans or Pools?
- oceans. nothing beats the original.

3.) What's your favorite song at the moment?
- hindi kita iiwan heheheh by rey valera..

4.) Current Crush?
- ako uyab heheheh

5.) What's your favorite color(s)?
- pink,.

6.) Window seat or aisle seat?
- depende sa mood.

7.) Ever met anyone famous?
- si...vilma santos endorser sa Bear Brand heheh

8.) Do you feel that you've had a truly successful
life?
- nope. kulang pa.

9.) Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?
- cut.

10.) Rikki Lake or Oprah winfrey
- oprah.

11.) Are you looking forward to anything?
- suko ako mama if i blurt it out hehehehe

12.) How long do your showers last?
- depende...kung work days 10 minutes ra man yata. pero after work dugay na dayon. kay ganahan man ko matulog nga fresh na fresh ehehhehe

13.) Do you know how to drive a stick?
- stick?

14). Where do you wish you were?
- sa ako new haws with my honey..char!

15.) Can you tango?
- don't dance

16.) Last gift you received?
- the best gift i got so far..hehehe secret

17.) Last sport you played?
- badminton..heheh

18.) Things you spend a lot of money on?
- clothes.underwears.shoes.appliances (hehe)

19) Last wedding attended?
- Lorah's. my client's daughter.

20) Favorite month?
- basta duol na xmas.

21) Most hated food(s)?
- i'm learning to love veggies na.

22) Can you sing?
- OO pud bah! depende na lang dayon sa ganahan

23) Last person you called?
- ako honey

24) What's your fav. chores?
- limpyo balay nako ug car wash dayon hehe

25). Favorite Drink?
- water..lisud kau ang kinabuhi kung wala coke

26) Are you a vegetarian?
- nyak! karon pa gani ko ga-learn ug appreciate veggies

27) Do you believe in Heaven?
- i believe in eternal happiness.

28) Do you miss someone?
- yes

29) Have you ever come close to dying?
- yep...

30) What jewelry do you wear 24/7?
- earrings

31) Are you eating?
- finish na

32) Do you eat the stems of broccoli?
- kung mapugos ko

33) Can you dance?
- di lagi..

34) Would you ever have plastic surgery?
- kung na ko money y not!?

35) What do you wear to bed?
- usahay wala heheh

36) Have you ever done anything illegal?
- hmmm...

37) What's the last thing you threw at someone?
- blanket. pillow man unta to wala man.

38) What kind of sneakers?
- 'what kind of sneakers' what?

39) What is your hair color?
- brown2x heheh

40) Future child's name?
- son: Rashid Alfonso
- daughter: Maria Rsheranncca..
depende na dayon sa daddy kung musugot..kung dili, di mag-lasong na lang ko hehehe

41) Do you snore?
- kung kapoy...

42) If you could go anywhere in the world where
would you be?
- basta gus2 ko european tour

43) Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
- sa una 2ng pa-tweetums pa ko..

44) If you won the lottery, what would you do first?
- check the validity.

45) Gold or silver?
- gold.

46) Hamburger or hot dog?
- hamburger

47) If you could only eat one food for the rest of
your life, what?
- spaghetti!!!

48) What was the last thing you touched?
- keyboard

49) Where did you eat last?
- mcDo

50) When's the last time you cried?
- wednesday morning. si kim man gyud gapang-surang2x

51) Do you read blogs?
- ako blog..hehehe luv ur own!

living life and loving it...

i miss school

i miss school..law school most specially..i dunno...haayy

happy..at last!

people have noticed the changes in me...

-the better disposition
-the calm demeanor
-the smile that doesn't seem to leave my face
-the sweetness in my tone of voice
-the glow
-the twinkle in my eyes

all these and more...plus i feel sexier now more than ever!--and it definitely has nothing to do with the extra pounds i lost..
i guess this is what happiness is all about..finally!

he changed my life in a moment

omigod! im ssooo hhappy!! and it's starting to scare me to hell..oh, well!

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You Changed My Life In A Moment

The nights the sky was filled with clouds
My worried mind was filled with fear
I couldn't count all the lonely hours
Spent with memories and tears

I never thought I would see the day
When I could throw all my sorrow away
But then you came and you showed me the way
You have made all those times disappear

CHORUS:
You changed my life in a moment
And I'll never be the same again
You changed my life in a moment
And it's hard for me to understand
With the touch of your hand in a moment in time
All my sorrow is gone (is gone...is gone...is gone...)

I never thought that I could change
Could change so much in so many ways
I'm still surprised when I look in my mirror
To see that I still look the same

CHORUS:
You changed my life in a moment
And I'll never be the same again
You changed my life in a moment
And it's hard for me to understand
With the touch of your hand in a moment in time
All my sorrow is gone

(You changed my life in a moment)
You changed my life
(And I'll never be the same again)
I'll never be the same
You changed my life in a moment
And it's hard for me to understand
With the touch of your hand in a moment in time
All my sorrow is gone

(You changed my life in a moment)
Gone...gone..
In a moment in time
All my sorrow is gone...
.

NOT THAT BORED ANYMORE

another one from nikki's site..

1. Sent you a text message:
-- my hon hehehe
2. Saw you cry:
-- juliet
3. Went to the movies with you?
-- hon also hehehhe
4. You went to the mall with?
-- hon still
5. You went to dinner with?
-- hon still....
7. Said 'I love you' to you and really meant it?
-- wala pa...hopefully..
8. Broke your heart?
-- hmm...no sad moments pls..
9. Made you laugh?
-- hon..yikes!!!
10.Talked on the phone?
-- juliet

W O U L D Y O U R A T H E R?
1. Pierce your nose or tongue?
-- pls
2. Be serious or be funny?
-- switch..
3. Drink whole or skim milk?
-- whey hydrolysates...charing!
4. Die in a fire or drown?
-- die simply
5. Spend time with your parents or worst
enemies?
--parents

D O Y O U P R E F E R. .
1. Gray or black?
-- black
2. Color or Black and white photos?
-- B/W
3. Lust or love?
-- uhmmm...hehehe..LOVE of course
4. Sunrise or sunset?
-- sunset
5. M&Ms or Skittles?
-- M&Ms
6.Staying up late or waking up early?
--staying up

A N S W E R T R U T H F U L L Y !!
1.Do you like anyone?
-- yup! very much
2. Does he/she know it?
-- yes!

D O Y O U P R E F E R. .
1. Sun or moon?
-- moon
2. Winter or Fall?
-- winter
3. Left or right?
-- right
4. 10 acquaintances or having two best
friends?
--two best friends
5. Sunny or rainy?
-- rainy
6. Vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream?
-- vanilla ice cream

A B O U T Y O U
1. What time is it?
-- 12:41 am
2. Name?
-- Jo-ann Sherly
3. Nickname(s):
-- js
4. What is your birth date?
-- may 25,1984
5. What do you want? coke or pepsi?
-- coke
6. Where do you want to live?
-- philippines
7. How many kids do you want?
-- 2-3
8. You want to get married?
-- in due time

U N I Q U E !

1. Can you roll your tongue?
-- nope
2 . Can you raise one eyebrow?
-- yup
3. Can you cross your eyes?
-- nope

R A N D O M
1. Which shoe goes on first?
-- right
2. Ever thrown one at someone?
-- yep! i was still a kid then..
OTHER
1. Do you twirl your spaghetti?
-- yes
2.Have you ever eaten spam?
-- yes
3. Favourite ice cream:
-- pistacchio
4. How many kinds of cereal are in your
cabinet?
-- none.


I N T H E L A S T M O N T H , HA V E Y O U ?
1. had a b/f or g/f
-- nope
2. Bought something:
-- a cutie blouse
3. Sang:
-- haha..yep!
4. Been kissed:
-- nope
5. Been hugged:
-- yup
6. Felt stupid:
-- yYYeEEEsSSS
7. Missed someone:
-- yes
8. Danced crazy:
-- never got drunk...
9. Gotten your hair cut:
-- nope
10. Cried:
-- yes

BORED AS BORED CAN BE

visited Nikki's site earlier..niks, pa-brw!

1. Do u think you're ok?
--more than that. i am happy.
2. Ever donated blood?
-- Nope.
3. Fav color(s)?
-- Pink..blue..green..(ggrreennn???)
4. Accessories you usually wear?
-- Earrings
5. Last place you went to?
-- boarding haws..
6. Last person/s u went out with?
-- hehehhe...him and a common friend
7. Last person who called you?
-- ferlie.
8. Ever had a baby?
-- in 5 yrs, maybe.
9. Last Movie you watch and with whom?
-- hahahah! SuKoB! 2x. 1st with my friend, 2nd with my sis.
10. Any piercings?
-- ears.
11. Act on stage before?
-- hi-skul..and never again!..until i got into the beautiful world of Nestle Pilipinas
12. Struck by lightning before?
-- di sad unta oi.
13. Ever wished you could turn back time? To when?
-- April 2006.
14. What would you do if you woke up one day to find yourself to be with someone from
the opposite sex?
-- he gotta look good..or else..hhaha
15. Last person you met for the first time?
-- the cafe attendant
16. What will you be doing tomorrow?
-- Work.
17. Ever thought of robbing a bank?
-- YEAH! but don't have the guts! and the nerve!
18. Do people like you?
-- hmmm...i think so.
19. What was the last game you played on the computer?
--hangAroo
20. The color of your mobile phone?
-- black.
21. Do you hate someone at the moment?
--Nope. Life is Beautiful.
21. Are you in a serious relationship right now?
-- we're heading towards that direction, i guess.
22. What is on your mouse pad?
--nadda
23. What's your favorite fruit?
-- Green MANGO
24. Do you wish to be a pilot someday?
-- a flight stewardess. but my height...
25. What is the color of your pants right now?
-- acid-washed.
26. Do you have a lot of admirers?
-- i guess..hahhaa! confident!
27. Is your hair long or short?
-- curly, shoulder lenght
28. Do you like going to the supermarket with yourparents?
-- YEAH! one of my favorite bonding moments..
29. How long does it take for you to fix your hair?
-- 10-20 minutes

30. Where did you go last night?
-- i had dinner with him.

31. What you had for breakfast this morning?
-- don't eat bfast

32. What did you have for dinner last night?
-- Bicol Express & Menudo

33. Do you sleep alone?
-- Yep!

34. Who is beside you now?
-- a stranger

35. What is the last thing you touched before you went on the computer?
-- my phone

36. Ever had a dream come true?
-- i guess 1 is coming true anytime soon

37. What's the worst thing you've done all week?
-- sleep when i could have done something more productive.

...updates...

just to keep myself updated...i once posted here 'images' archive 10/18/05

well...updates!!


...finally driving it...


...been using it for almost a year now..


...still one of my priorities...


...good lord!! i think so!! hahah...

all smmmillessss!!!

my wish is to force myself to wake up from a beautiful dream because reality is sweeter and i don't want to waste time in bed dreaming of something when life has better things to offer....

.....and i guess that wish is coming true.....

4sum1

Maybe I hang around here a little more than I should We both know I got somewhere else to go But I got something to tell you that I never thought I would
But I believe you really ought to know I love you I honestly love you
You don't have to answer, I see it in your eyes Maybe it was better left unsaidBut this is pure and simple, and you must realise That it's comin' from my heart and not my head I love you
I honestly love youI'm not tryin' to make you feel uncomfortable I'm not tryin' to make you anything at all But this feeling doesn't come along every day And you shouldn't blow the chance when you've got the chance to say I love you I love you I honestly love you
If we both were born in another place and time This moment might be ending in a kiss
But there you are with yours, and here I am with mine So I guess we'll just be leavin' it at this I love you I honestly love you I honestly love you

gee..

he's a certified bachelor, anyway!

picture!picture!

one hello

One Hello

If you're not afraid
Of what love brings
Then endings are beginnings
of beautiful things
Its a chance you'll take
A chance you'll win
If someone gonna find you
First you gotta let them in

Coz love begins with one hello
The hardest part is over
Now its easy letting go
One hello is how it starts
You might really love or lose your heart

If you're not afraid
Of what you feel
Then try and keep it simple
Or try and keep it real
And if being real means
You'll some day say goodbye
Remember my friend
Goodbyes not the end
Its a circle you know
And it starts with one hello

Love begins with one hello
The hardest part is over
Now it's easy letting go
One hello is how it starts
Remember my friend
Goodbyes not the end
Its a circle you know
And it starts with one hello
It starts with one hello

a glimpse of forever

all i wanna do...is grow old with you...

weak

I don't know what it is that you've done to me
But it's caused me to act in such a crazy way
Whatever it is that you do when you do what you're doing
It's a feeling that I want to stay
'Cuz my heart starts beating triple time
With thoughts of lovin' you on my mind
I can't figure out just what to do
When the cause and cure is you, you


I get so weak in the knees
I can hardly speak, I lose all control
Then somethin' takes over me
In a daze, your love's so amazing
It's not a phase
I want you to stay with me, by my side
I swallow my pride
Your love is so sweet, it knocks me right off of my feet
Can't explain why your lovin' makes me weak


Time after time after time I've tried to fight it
But your love is strong, it keeps on holdin' on
Resistance is down when you're around, pride's fading
In my condition I don't want to be alone
'Cuz my heart starts beating triple time
With thoughts of lovin' you on my mind
I can't figure out just what to do
When the cause and cure is you, you

I've tried hard to fight it
No way can I deny it
Your love's so sweet
It knocks me off my feet


I get so weak
Blood starts racing through my veins
I get so weak
Boy it's somethin' I can't explain
I get so weak
Somethin' 'bout the way you do the things you're din'
Knocks me right off of my feet
Can't explain why your lovin' makes me weak

that song!!!

heheh, never thought this would hit me hard!

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You treat me so bad, you always do
i get so down but when i think of losing you
i’d rather be here

If you took the chance on me to stay
i’ll never let you get away
so won’t you be true to your heart?

just be true to your heart, yeah!

You win the game, you have no shame
but it only makes me want you more
you win the game, you are to blame
(when/coz) it only makes me want you
only makes me want you more

You, I cant find the words to let you know
that i’ll never let you go
i’ll hold you tight to show you
oh, what i really mean, yeah

You win the game, you have no shame
but it only makes me want you more
you win the game, you are to blame
(when/coz) it only makes me want you
only makes me want you more

you win the game…
yeah …yeah

You win the game, you have no shame
but it only makes me want you more
you win the game, you are to blame
(when/coz) it only makes me want you
only makes me want you more

You win the game, you have no shame
but it only makes me want you more
you win the game, you are to blame
(when/coz) it only makes me want you
only makes me want you more

boy meets girl part 2

i think it's happening..and it's a bit scary...

i just don't know how to play the game!!

SOS!!

boy meets girl

here's one song i think fits the situation (i am in???)....heheh

You must understand though the touch of your hand
Makes my pulse react
That it's only the thrill of boy meeting girl
Opposittes attract
It's physical
Only logical
You must try to ignore that it means more than that

What's love got to do, got to do with it
What's love but a second hand emotion
What's love got to do, got to do with it
Who needs a heart when a heart can be broken

It may seem to you that I'm acting confused
When you're close to me
If a tend to look dazed I've read it someplace
I've got cause to be
There's a name for it
There's a phrase that fits
But whatever the reason you do it for me

What's love got to do, got to do with it
What's love but a second hand emotion
What's love got to do, got to do with it
Who needs a heart when a heart can be broken

I've been taking on a new direction
But I have to say
I've been thinking about my own protection
It scares me to feel this way

What's love got to do, got to do with it
What's love but a sweet old fashioned notion
What's love got to do, got to do with it
Who needs a heart when a heart can be broken

hermeneutics

wake up..the morning's over..the bed is soft and warm,were we lay..i dreamed the whole night through, of how i'd say to you..all the things my heart wants to say..last night you heard me crying..coz i have never loved a man before..but i guess the tears were falling coz the little girl was lost..but now love, i'm not crying anymore...
this girl has turned into a woman..and i've dreamed of this moment all my life..this girl has turned into a woman..and i thank you for your tenderness last night..
i've never seen you lying on my pillows..i've never seen your body w/o clothes..i've never had this feelings i've discovered. but i'm sure it's just what every lover knows..now i wont cling to you and make you promise..and if there's no tomorrow, don't pretend..but right now i'm in love, and that's all i'm thinking of..and i hope this feeling never ever ends..



and i want to love you once again..tonight..




hmmmm..la lang..just happen to like this song..

here comes the groom!

finally...something big to call my own..uhhm, after 5 years, that is.

3-day leave

m in manila 4 a short vacay...and i enjoyed it! watched a concert wit my cuz..had some fun! saw piolo pascual..jean garcia..christy fermin..kuya germs..ogie alcasid..sarh geronimo..juris of MYMP..ruffa mae quinto..and (drums....) MARK BAUTISTA!!! heehhe..i watched his concert! d best performance ever..

good samaritan

i was on my way home to cdo..i thought it's just gonna be an ordinary day...i was 10 km short of reaching malaybalay city when suddenly my car's temp went higher than normal..i thought it was just some ordinary case of water shortage so i made a stop 2 put some water in the radiator..it worked!..for a while...again, the temp went up..fortunately there was a shop nearby...i thought the problem has been fixed when i left the shop..but no! back to zero again..with a lot of things left undone, i was becoming desperate..'this stupid car!!!' i asked around for some nearby car repair shop, and i was lead to sumpong, 5 min drive from the city proper..they found out that the radiator's fan is not working..an hour later, it was fixed. sadly, clock strikes 6pm! nyt driving in bukidnon is a no no 4 me! but i really wanna go home, so i gulped all my doubts and fears and headed home. 10 km from sumpong, 'this stupid car's temp went up again! i was furious..but can i blame this stupid car? i was to meet one of my contacts..this car cannot not work! fortunately, i reached her house and asked for a bucket of water..i poured em all in my car's radiator..7pm says the clock..she won't allow me to go home alone so she offered their house..i was so touched..she reminded me of my mom..but being the hard-headed me, i refused and told her i'll be fine...bit suicidal, ain't i? she won't allow me..she asked her neice to call a guy named 'Ben..'he drives one of our trucks..u'l be fine with him..' okay.

so ben and i, braved d nyt..we stop every 10 km 2 re-fuel d car with water..d nyt was freezing cold and the moon was at its fullest..can't help but think of werewolves and stuff..what's so inspiring is everytime we make a stop, there's always a good samaritan offering help..(naka-kolekta man cguro mi ug napulo ka botelya sa tubig..gaipabaun sa amo sa among malabyan..)

4 all my 11 months of covering this area, i never even glanced at all the sorrounding huts..didn't even appreciate their existence..but that night taught me one of life's important lessons: never underestimate the ordinary..there is extravagance in the simple things..sometimes we don't take notice of the commom because they're so 'just there!' but that night taught me d opposite..

we arrived in CDO 12mn..my mom was still wide awake..as usual, she can't sleep knowing that i am in a difficult situation..that night i felt so loved..so well taken cared of..all my frustrations were set aside..i was able to breathe finally..

my concern business contact..d guy who accompanied me to cdo..all those folks who offered a little help or more...my family..it all dawned on me: god has a special way of making me feel better..

to all the good samaritans out there: my apology and regret for taking u 4granted. and thankfulness 4 finally knowing u.

young and tired

it never ceased to hunt me.

when things are getting tougher and harder each day.

people disrespect you.

existence becomes a big deal..

and that which threatens it frightens you no more.

soon this labored breathing would stop.

agony suppressed by fake laughters and cheers.

these will all stop.

and there will be peace.

and i'll fear no more.

it's down..

gee, and how affected i am...waahhh!!! i can't access my favorite site!! wa hapnd ???

....

and i don't know what 2 say..

haayyy

y r all restos, even fastfood chains, suddenly changed their motfs 2 red??? and r they cutting d costs of their electric bills, having only candles as source of light??
and what's w the good-4-two-persons-table-arrangement??

i don't get it...

uuhhh, is it really valentines? duh..

the preamble of my spirituality

remember those times when you thought you have everything?
and then suddenly that everything was threatened until there was nothing?
remember how you prayed and begged and asked for mercy?
...because life didn't seem right then..
...it was all a blur...and you wanted more...
you thought life would be easy..
no sweat, kindda easy..and you will be fine
you have set a road for yourself..
a road you thought will be followed closely..
a road appropriate for you..
for you are too damn smart to be taking a different road..
and then when you were almost finish, the nursery ryhme 'london bridge is falling down' suddenly seemed such a big deal to you
because it is happening right before your very eye
your bridge falling down, falling down, falling down..
you needed help but didn't asked anyone
because you thought you could storm it all out alone
because you thought your god will pave the way
because you thought you're too smart to be asking for help
you're too good for that, ayt?
so it was only you and your god..
which, unfortunately, wasn't a bit religious in any sense
because that god of yours is just for magic, miracle, blessing.
your personal assistant who will forever be there to save your ass.
so that experience never thought you anything..
didn't even nourish you spiritually.
and you thought you prayed..
you did not. it was a demand.
like a boss to his subordinate.
and so patient was your god for keeping up with you.
and so impatient were you for looking for deliverance somewhere else..
finally, you thought, you don't need your god.
that it's a journey you can thread on your own.
such arrogance..
you built another bridge..
and while doing so reality hit your hard.and harder still.
tears fell.you saw blood.
it was the most painful experience then for you..
but it was the most beautiful, i should say..
while you were alone, you felt your god within you.
while you were building another bridge, you saw your god's hands carefully moving to set the foundation..you saw your god's eyes wisely overseeing everything..
you knelt and prayed. this time it was really a prayer.
as you surrendered everything to your god, your god made you your own boss..
your god paved the way.
your god 'granted' each of your heart's longing.
you didn't ask. you told your god.
you didn't demand. you laid your plan to your god.
and finally, there it is: a stronger bridge.
now, life isn't fair still.
but you have peace.
life isn't a bit easier.
but you have every reason to smile.
look at your family. look at your friends. look at your mother.
such pride in their eyes while they're looking back at you.
why the fear?
go ahead, it's time to cross that stronger bridge.

meet my fiance`..

come late feb or early march, we're getting married!!!! heheh, pathetic!

by the way, his name is MB1. hehehe don't ask na why..

i'm so excited..rockNroll!!!! who wants 2 join the joyride?????

GOAL

lose 15 lbs!

gosh, i feel so bloated! my pants still fit but i feeell so ffaaaatttt!!!

...and i hate it when people take notice..adding insult to injury..

but really, i wanna feel sexy..i don't know what's happening..my eating habits r the same so how come i'm piling up excess body weight?

a star fit for a star

i don't have any right...
up there..i look up to..
no..no..cannot be..
a commoner, i am..

my philosophical years

saw this from my files in college.. i just dunno if i could still think and write this way again..i feel like a baby out of her mother's womb (hehe, how does it feel bah?)

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A REINVESTIGATION ON THE PRESENCE OF HERMENEUTICS IN THE FIELDS OF BIBLICAL INTERPRETATION, LITERARY CRITICISM, FOREIGN RELATIONS, LAW & LEGAL PRACTICES, AND MEDICINE. (working title pa lang yan! how arrogant!!hehe)

globalization has been the constant issue of the present generation incorporated with the advanced methods of thinking and doing things out. the field of philosophy is somehow taken as a sort of criticism to this advancement, thus, a negative reaction to the progress of the modern world. People from the realms of medicine and law, or of any field incorporated with scientific knowledge, seem to disregard the presence of philosophical reflection or interpretation--hermeneutics in modern use--in their daily maneuvers to conquer the many hidden facts in the universe using the precision of science.
This study therefore aims to qualify these perceptions. hermeneutics, defined above as a philosophical reflection or interpretation, is everywhere. it is not just in philosophy alone that hermeneutics exists: everything is hermeneutics.a single interpretation of an atom is hermeneutics; a single question to that interpretation is hermeneutics too. Man, no matter how far he has achieved, cannot deny the fact that in everything he sees, feels, hears, smells, or simply senses, comes a consensus of what it is, how it is, and why it is. this is hermeneutics.
there is a strict compliance of a single meaning in the field of law, the precision and objectivity of science is a blank wall that prevents any other interpretation to exude; foreign relationships is taken simply as reaching-out to other nations for the benefit of all; any different interpretation of the bible can cause an outbreak of a paranoia of destroying a stable faith; literature carries a thousand voices and a thousand meanings, but even before one starts saying his piece, a preceding understanding already prohibits him from doing so.how then does hermeneutics sip in?
news of scientists criticizing science, or religious men criticizing their own religions or religiousity, is not new anymore.they've been heard, and they have changed other's perceptions. the single task of hermeneutics is to know what is questionable. a widely accepted tradition, for example, can still be questioned as long as the question is valid. this is the predicament of hermeneutics, especially that many take questioning as destroying.even in literature, fictional books are sometimes taken as real. when the muslim author Rushdie's book, Demonic Verses, was published a huge Muslim population reacted so violently procuring a manhunt to capture the author dead or alive. what happened? in rushdie's book, Mohammed, the islam prophet, was told to have taken the words of satan and not of allah when he created the islamic religion. this infuriated the muslim population that rushdie had to seek protection from the bristish government to which he is a citizen of.
thus is the purpose of this study: show the presence of hermeneutics even in the strictest area of concentration. and even in this technologically advanced world..
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haha! i tot im having a hungover after reading this..this must be the feeling of a drowning fish..hehe..i must really be deteriorating..i know this isn't much..someone else out there could write a better observation and have a better understanding..my point lang is it's me. the changes. the conflict. it's just me. silly, isn't it?

pilya, my friend! she's getting married na pala and she didn't even tell me about it..well, im happy for her..here's one for u on ur wedding day (civil muna,,)..a song that both of u could sing to each other hehe..

your love
alamid

you're the one that never lets me sleep
to my mind, down to my soul you touch my lips
you're the one that i can't wait to see
with you here by my side i'm in ecstasy


i am all alone without you
my days are dark without a glimpse of you
but now that you came into my life
i feel complete
the flowers bloom, my morning shines
and i can see


your love is like the sun
that lights up my whole world
i feel the warmth inside
your love is like the river
that flows down through my veins
i feel the chill inside


every time i hear our music play
reminds me of the things that we've been through
in my mind i can't believe it's true
but in my heart the reality is you

10 things...

10. Spend wisely (be 'kuripot' if possible..)
09. never ever ever again be smitten by brands!!! (doesn't matter unless it's
nestle product..)
08. think think think (flush that spur of the moment, expulsive decision, out!)
07. cut the chase! (i am not darna!!!)
06. smile..smile...smile..if u've got nothing to say, smile..
05. believe in the true meaning of karmic cycle
04. always always look back from where u came from
03. watch what u eat..one word:diet
02. know that i am beautiful..:)
01. love.love.love.

DON'T SPEAK!

illusion: i told ya! ex lagi nako na!! tambok lang ko diha ug gwapo lang siya tan-awon hehe..
the story: jaegger and i were dining at cafe laguna when the 'crowd suddenly went wild..' hehe..actually, we were so engrossed with our 'catching up' when those guys occupying the table near us started taking pictures of 'something' with their phones and one was even holding a digicam..and then we realized, it wasn't a something..a SOMEONE actually..mark bautista, a taal cagay-anon, is in the house!! remember, i even shamelessly posted his pic here and tried to convince everyone that he's my ex (heck, can't even convince myself..)..so, in a spur of the moment decision, i handed jaegger my phone and asked him to take my pic with mark..imagine, jaegger's face..heheh..i knew he tried to say 'baduy mo, js!' and i was the ever-stubborn girl whom, i believe, has been contaminated with the 'jologs virus' endemic in my 'baranggay health workers' filled job..mark was really nice..he was in a hurry (guess, catching up a flight back to manila or was on his way to their house to get some sleep..) but gave in to my silly whim and flashed that sweet smile of his which, fortunately, my cam-phone captured!
perfect! hapi new year everyone!