blank wall

why do i have this feeling that i always am facing a blank wall?

that no matter what i do, there's nothing at the end of the tunnel?

that i am always walking and at times running a never ending trail?

does life really has any direction for me? or do i have any direction at all?

why am i always at the losing end?

why all these questions?

where are all the answers?

why, after the glorious college life, i still have nothing?

what has happened to me after 2004 ended?