who are you

and so it goes...the phenomena of self-discovery..patiently waiting for each truth to unfold..always painfully..never without tears..
home, indeed, is the sweetest place on earth...a place where i can hide..i am safe..i can heal from wounds i constantly afflict myself with with every battle i have to wage--and surrender.
i realized, after 2 years, i have never really won any battle..the ground i have entered is still fresh..no bloodshed..my wounds won't scar because they won't heal..the pain will always be there..i surrender from the turmoil of unaffection and ignorance..and i know victory is still a strange word..
the journey i long wanted to quit must go on..and amidst the prevalence of insecurities forever castigating my motivation to step forward and let loose, i followed the path still unknown to me..i have long wanted to turn my back and live in a world of pure theories..a world where pain and suffering are non-existent..where experience can never be realized..
soon i will come out with my own book..and this book will realize a girl, with so much arrogance, vow her head in defeat..and admit that after every arrogant claim, the truth is never with her. a girl who's only solace is a mother who never failed to give her the much needed hope. the much needed support. and an unconditional love even she cannot give in return...
and this book will be called I AM.