miércoles, enero 25, 2006

meet my fiance`..




come late feb or early march, we're getting married!!!! heheh, pathetic!

by the way, his name is MB1. hehehe don't ask na why..

i'm so excited..rockNroll!!!! who wants 2 join the joyride?????

GOAL

lose 15 lbs!

gosh, i feel so bloated! my pants still fit but i feeell so ffaaaatttt!!!

...and i hate it when people take notice..adding insult to injury..

but really, i wanna feel sexy..i don't know what's happening..my eating habits r the same so how come i'm piling up excess body weight?

miércoles, enero 11, 2006

a star fit for a star




i don't have any right...
up there..i look up to..
no..no..cannot be..
a commoner, i am..

sábado, enero 07, 2006

my philosophical years

saw this from my files in college.. i just dunno if i could still think and write this way again..i feel like a baby out of her mother's womb (hehe, how does it feel bah?)

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A REINVESTIGATION ON THE PRESENCE OF HERMENEUTICS IN THE FIELDS OF BIBLICAL INTERPRETATION, LITERARY CRITICISM, FOREIGN RELATIONS, LAW & LEGAL PRACTICES, AND MEDICINE. (working title pa lang yan! how arrogant!!hehe)

globalization has been the constant issue of the present generation incorporated with the advanced methods of thinking and doing things out. the field of philosophy is somehow taken as a sort of criticism to this advancement, thus, a negative reaction to the progress of the modern world. People from the realms of medicine and law, or of any field incorporated with scientific knowledge, seem to disregard the presence of philosophical reflection or interpretation--hermeneutics in modern use--in their daily maneuvers to conquer the many hidden facts in the universe using the precision of science.
This study therefore aims to qualify these perceptions. hermeneutics, defined above as a philosophical reflection or interpretation, is everywhere. it is not just in philosophy alone that hermeneutics exists: everything is hermeneutics.a single interpretation of an atom is hermeneutics; a single question to that interpretation is hermeneutics too. Man, no matter how far he has achieved, cannot deny the fact that in everything he sees, feels, hears, smells, or simply senses, comes a consensus of what it is, how it is, and why it is. this is hermeneutics.
there is a strict compliance of a single meaning in the field of law, the precision and objectivity of science is a blank wall that prevents any other interpretation to exude; foreign relationships is taken simply as reaching-out to other nations for the benefit of all; any different interpretation of the bible can cause an outbreak of a paranoia of destroying a stable faith; literature carries a thousand voices and a thousand meanings, but even before one starts saying his piece, a preceding understanding already prohibits him from doing so.how then does hermeneutics sip in?
news of scientists criticizing science, or religious men criticizing their own religions or religiousity, is not new anymore.they've been heard, and they have changed other's perceptions. the single task of hermeneutics is to know what is questionable. a widely accepted tradition, for example, can still be questioned as long as the question is valid. this is the predicament of hermeneutics, especially that many take questioning as destroying.even in literature, fictional books are sometimes taken as real. when the muslim author Rushdie's book, Demonic Verses, was published a huge Muslim population reacted so violently procuring a manhunt to capture the author dead or alive. what happened? in rushdie's book, Mohammed, the islam prophet, was told to have taken the words of satan and not of allah when he created the islamic religion. this infuriated the muslim population that rushdie had to seek protection from the bristish government to which he is a citizen of.
thus is the purpose of this study: show the presence of hermeneutics even in the strictest area of concentration. and even in this technologically advanced world..
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haha! i tot im having a hungover after reading this..this must be the feeling of a drowning fish..hehe..i must really be deteriorating..i know this isn't much..someone else out there could write a better observation and have a better understanding..my point lang is it's me. the changes. the conflict. it's just me. silly, isn't it?

miércoles, enero 04, 2006

pilya, my friend! she's getting married na pala and she didn't even tell me about it..well, im happy for her..here's one for u on ur wedding day (civil muna,,)..a song that both of u could sing to each other hehe..

your love
alamid

you're the one that never lets me sleep
to my mind, down to my soul you touch my lips
you're the one that i can't wait to see
with you here by my side i'm in ecstasy


i am all alone without you
my days are dark without a glimpse of you
but now that you came into my life
i feel complete
the flowers bloom, my morning shines
and i can see


your love is like the sun
that lights up my whole world
i feel the warmth inside
your love is like the river
that flows down through my veins
i feel the chill inside


every time i hear our music play
reminds me of the things that we've been through
in my mind i can't believe it's true
but in my heart the reality is you

martes, enero 03, 2006

10 things...

10. Spend wisely (be 'kuripot' if possible..)
09. never ever ever again be smitten by brands!!! (doesn't matter unless it's
nestle product..)
08. think think think (flush that spur of the moment, expulsive decision, out!)
07. cut the chase! (i am not darna!!!)
06. smile..smile...smile..if u've got nothing to say, smile..
05. believe in the true meaning of karmic cycle
04. always always look back from where u came from
03. watch what u eat..one word:diet
02. know that i am beautiful..:)
01. love.love.love.

lunes, enero 02, 2006

DON'T SPEAK!


illusion: i told ya! ex lagi nako na!! tambok lang ko diha ug gwapo lang siya tan-awon hehe..
the story: jaegger and i were dining at cafe laguna when the 'crowd suddenly went wild..' hehe..actually, we were so engrossed with our 'catching up' when those guys occupying the table near us started taking pictures of 'something' with their phones and one was even holding a digicam..and then we realized, it wasn't a something..a SOMEONE actually..mark bautista, a taal cagay-anon, is in the house!! remember, i even shamelessly posted his pic here and tried to convince everyone that he's my ex (heck, can't even convince myself..)..so, in a spur of the moment decision, i handed jaegger my phone and asked him to take my pic with mark..imagine, jaegger's face..heheh..i knew he tried to say 'baduy mo, js!' and i was the ever-stubborn girl whom, i believe, has been contaminated with the 'jologs virus' endemic in my 'baranggay health workers' filled job..mark was really nice..he was in a hurry (guess, catching up a flight back to manila or was on his way to their house to get some sleep..) but gave in to my silly whim and flashed that sweet smile of his which, fortunately, my cam-phone captured!
perfect! hapi new year everyone!