soulmates//

i miss him..well, i do hope it's a him..romantically shading the emptiness within me..
well, yes, i do miss him.. he's been away for far too long..and the space he left keeps me from finding that so called inner peace..unless he is there, there won't be any peace in me.i will always hunger..i will always want..my heart will forever be restless..
for he is the only one who can fill that empty space..because that has been his' eversince..and no one can take that away from him..
i was born with him..we got separated after..henceforth i woke up in this world looking for him..and he has remained elusive..i haven't found him still..many times i thought i did..many times i got disappointed..
but i know he is just there..now i don't know what to do..should i just wait--or continue my search?
will he recognize me? will he know me? will he want me still? i do hope the answer is yes..for i will know him..i'll know him the moment i lay my eyes on him..and i do really want him still..

//chances

You give your hand to me And then you say hello
And I can hardly speak My heart is beating so
And anyone can tell You think you know me well
But you don't know me

No you don't know the one Who dreams of you at night
And longs to kiss your lips Longs to hold you tight
Oh I am just a friend That's all I've ever been
Cause you don't know me

I never knew the art of making love
No my heart aches with love for you
Afraid and shy I let my chance go by
The chance that you might love me too

You give your hand to me And then you say goodbye
I watch you walk away beside the lucky gal
Oh you will never know The one who loves you so
Well you don't know me

You give your hand to me And then you say goodbye
I watch you walk away beside the lucky gal
Oh you will never know The one who loves you so
Cause you don't know me
Oh no you don't know me
OOhh...you don't know me

2ndJob

life so far: AN apple a day keeps the_____away..but, really, with my job, it doesn't keep the doctor away! it even invites midwives, nurses, health workers..hilots..yeah, hilots.

want a piece of it?

Week 1

Monday: Wake up at 7am..shower..txt..txt..call..call..waahh it's 8:30??? make up..get my car keys..stuff my stocks..beep beep! car racing, anyone? hehe..joke lang po..actually, i'm a care..full,, driver..heheh..ask my mom!..see doctors..midwives..parameds..search for cute guys driving big cars in aclean and green valencia scene..deatil..detail..pa-cute dito, pa-cute jan.."Oi, jo-ann sponsor mo naman plane tickets ko..",,,there goes my doctor..cge, doc, tickets to hell..este, cge doc, ask ko bisor ko ha.."ay, u ask pa ur boss?"..u want me to go ballistic once she reads my expenses?
visit markets.."oh, may NTO bah? bakit konti lang manong..ano ba mas mabenta?" lintik na BBB yan..Baboy!Baboy!Baboy! eh, ang NHA namin, ok ba ang sales? naga-move bah? "dili man kayo mam..mahal man jud!" unsay mahal!! gwapo sad kayo na bah..i-compare ra jud c long mejia kay brad pitt! i-compare ra jud c angelina jolie nako! huh!

Tuesday: Wake up at 5:00am..i wonder how my body does it..u know, having no routine waking up hour..check my wallet..ok pa maka-cover pa ko..Malaybalay, here i come! go to the world and multiply sales!...giatot, wala na man FM station diri oi..guba pa jud ako tape player..talk about malas..dinner me with doctor later..check wallet.."Lord, c doc ra unta muabot..palihug lang lord.."..."hi, jo-ann..oi, okay lang ba if i bring my family?" ... unsa doc..family?> NASAYUD KA BA PILA LANG AKONG BUDGET????? UNYA, PAG-INVITE NAKO NIMO NI-MENTION BA KO UG FAMILY@! "sure, doc..no problem.." patyon jud ko CDG ani..

Wednesday: Wake up at 4:30 am..check my stocks..okay pa..heading for Quezon,,diretso na lang kaha ko davao..syeett, kadayawan ra ba..naa pa ko pang-gas//ok pa..mabuhi pa ko.."hi, te!! musta na man mo diri sa center?" ... "mam, talagsa ra lagi ka diri.." once a month ra baya ko te ha kay dili baya lalim mag-drive ug pila ka-oras para lang mag-cover ug lima ka tao.."lagi te oi..ga-mingawon gani ko ninyo!" Luod!

Thursday: wake up at 5:00am..go to the world and multiply sales by 7am.."mam!! naa ka dala items?" unsa pag-tuo nimo nako, santa claus? kainis.."of course, te! para sa inyo, naa jud ko dala! lakas jud mo nako.." atong Nto, lakas pud bah?

Friday: No more guts to wake up.."ma, naa ka money diha? pautang.." bwisit na reimbursement bakit wala pa???

Saturday: "mam, wala ta outing?" "Mam tin, wala pa ako budget?"

Sunday: Lord..akng budget..

Week 2:

Monday: Go to the bank..check money..my god, where is thy money? "bets, naa ka money diha?" "wala jud manang">.."manong, pautang beh.." "wala pud, manang.."

"ate, pautang?"

Tuesday: "mam, kanus-a man ta meeting utro?" hah? "Mam jo, naa na ato budget..la na ko pang-lecture mam.." ako pud..pwede di sa ta kaila karon?

Wednesday: "Hi, jo-ann! openning ng clinic namin ngayon..punta ka ha.." heheh, if i know u want something.."sure, doc! congrats doc ha!".."jo, baka naman u can sponsor the aircon..." anong aircon! mag-electric fan ka na lang! "boss, aircon daw.." "cge, CAV ka.." "doc, ok na! will sponsor ur a/c" lintek!

Thursday: Where is my CAV? "mam, my CAV.." tawag accounting..no approval yet..bwisit!

Friday: do u know what's the meaning of life after death?

Saturday: ano,..u know nah?

Sunday: u still don't know? my god, ur so bobo!!!

Week 3:

Monday: Cover..deathtail..heheh detail diay..

Tuesday: Kinsa magpahulam pang-gasolina?

Wednesday: wala jud magpahulam?

Thursday: maluoy mo..

Friday: hay, gasto na pud personal money.,.

Saturday: wala na bisan personal money

SUnday: kinsa lagi kabalo life after death?

Week 4

Monday: la lagi sulod ako wallet..isa na ni ka-bulan..y ngano bakit?

Tuesday: pls pls naa na unta reimbursement..

Wednesday: pls..plss

Thursday: pls...pl

Friday: Pls..

Saturday: Ma,pautang beh..

Sunday: ma, kadawat ka sa ako text?

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all brand new//

"Crazy For You"

Swaying room as the music starts
Strangers making the most of the dark
Two by two their bodies become one

I see you through the smokey air
Can't you feel the weight of my stare
You're so close but still a world away
What I'm dying to say, is that

[Chorus:]

I'm crazy for you
Touch me once and you'll know it's true
I never wanted anyone like this
It's all brand new, you'll feel it in my kiss
I'm crazy for you, crazy for you

Trying hard to control my heart
I walk over to where you are
Eye to eye we need no words at all

Slowly now we begin to move
Every breath I'm deeper into you
Soon we two are standing still in time
If you read my mind, you'll see

[chorus]

It's all brand new, I'm crazy for you
And you know it's true
I'm crazy, crazy for you

tall tales

i don't know what to write..i just want to blog..there's not much to say..