my break up letter hehehe

i believe this would be my last letter to you. i cannot wait around anymore and i know it's futile to still go on. you have slowly faded away and there's no use to ask you to stay and give this ill-fated relationship one more shot.
i knew from the start ours is going to be a complicated affair. but amidst the conflict, i decided to give it a fight for what it's worth. i know there have been many disappointments but i believe the rough roads we've been through were enough for us to test ourselves. i can afford to still stick with you but i cannot wager on a battle on my own. this can't be a one sided love affair.
i have given my best. it may not be enough for you but it was my best shot. maybe you also did try to keep our relationship working but frustrations and failures must have held you back. and of course your ambitions too.
i really wish you so much happiness and success. i may not be there to share them with you but i'll keep praying for an abundance of blessings to come your way. i'll just be here as your friend; and for anything, as long as i can do it, i'll be just here.
i will not talk about the pain of letting you go. it isn't painful, actually. it's liberating. when you taste real freedom from a conflict-filled relationship, you'll know what i mean. i feel happy right now because i can finally tell you that i am free. and i know you'll be happy of this freedom, too. i apologize that i didn't take the chance to tell you this personally. after almost three years of being together, i just can't afford to do this face to face.
thank you so much for the time, the love, and the faith you gave to me. i will never forget the happiness that we once shared. hope you'll wish me luck to all my endeavors, too.
happy birthday, Hunny Ko!