alone again...

To think that only yesterday
I was cheerrful
bright and gay
looking forward to well who wouldn't do
the role I was about to play
but as if to knock me down
reality came around
and without so much
as a mere touch
cut me into little pieces
leaving me to doubt talk about
god in his mercy who if
he really does exist
why did he desert me in my hour of need
I truly am indeed
alone again naturally.

It seems to me that there are more hearts
broken in the world that can't be mended
left unattended what do we do what do we do
alone again naturally.

FLING

[Danny]Summer lovin' had me a blast

[Sandy]Summer lovin' happened so fast

[Danny]I met a girl crazy for me

[Sandy]Met a boy cute as can be

[Both]Summer days driftin' away, to uh-oh those summer nights

[Everyone]Uh Well-a well-a well-a huh

[Thunderbirds]Tell me more, tell me more

[Doody]Did you get very far?

[Pink Ladies]Tell me more, tell me more

[Marty]Like does he have a car?

[Everyone]Uh-huh uh-huh uh-huh uh-huh

[Danny]She swam by me, she got a cramp

[Sandy]He ran by me, got my suit damp

[Danny]I saved her life, she nearly drowned

[Sandy]He showed off, splashing around

[Both]Summer sun, something's begun, but uh-oh those summer nights

[Everyone]Uh well-a well-a well-a huh

[Pink Ladies]Tell me more, tell me more

[Frenchy]Was it love at first sight?

[Thunderbirds]Tell me more, tell me more

[Kenickie]Did she put up a fight?

[Everyone)Uh-huh-uh-huh-uh-huh-uh-huh

[Danny]Took her bowling in the arcade

[Sandy]We went strolling, drank lemonade

[Danny]We made out under the dock

[Sandy]We stayed out 'till ten o'clock

[Both]Summer fling, don't mean a thing, but uh-oh those summer nights

[Everyone]Uh well-a well-a well-a huh

[Thunderbirds]Tell me more, tell me more

[Putzie]But you don't gotta brag

[Pink Ladies]Tell me more, tell me more

[Rizzo]Cos he sounds like a drag

[Everyone]shoo-bop bop, shoo-bop bop, shoo-bop bop,shoo-bop bop, shoo-bop bop, shoo-bop bop, shoo-bop bop, YEH

[Sandy]He got friendly, holding my hand

[Danny]While she got friendly down in the sand

[Sandy]He was sweet, just turned eighteen

[Danny]Well she was good you know what I mean

[Everyone]Woah!

[Both]Summer heat, boy and girl meet, but uh-oh those summer nights

[Everyone]woo, woo, woo

[Pink Ladies]Tell me more, tell me more

[ Jan]How much dough did he spend?

[Thunderbirds]Tell me more, tell me more

[Sonny]Could she get me a friend?

[Sandy]It turned colder - that's where it ends

[Danny]So I told her we'd still be friends

[Sandy]Then we made our true love vow

[Danny]Wonder what she's doing now

[BothSummer dreams ripped at the seams,
bu-ut oh, those su-ummer nights....

[Everyone]Tell me more, tell me more

Frenchy: Men are rats, listen to me, they're fleas on rats, worse than that, they're amoebas on fleas on rats. I mean, they're too low for even the dogs to bite. The only man a girl can depend on is her daddy

Danny: [singing] I got chills / They're multiplyin' / And I'm losing control / Cause the power you're supplying / It's electrifyin'.

for real?/or, sour graping?

What do you get when you fall in love?
A guy with a pin to burst your bubble
That's what you get for all your trouble.
I'll never fall in love again.
I'll never fall in love again.

What do you get when you kiss a guy?
You get enough germs to catch pneumonia.
After you do, he'll never phone you.
I'll never fall in love again.
I'll never fall in love again.

Don't tell me what is all about,
'Cause I've been there and I'm glad I'm out,
Out of those chains, those chains that bind you
That is why I'm here to remind you

What do you get when you fall in love?
You get enough tears to fill an ocean
That's what you get for your devotion.
I'll never fall in love again.
I'll never fall in love again.

What do you get when you fall in love?
You only get lies and pain and sorrow.
So, for at least until tomorrow,
I'll never fall in love again!
I'll never fall in love again!

SOULMATES///3

i'm fond of this topic..actually, just now..guess it's the product of waiting for so long and not knowing enough if there really is anyone coming..it's like your stranded in an island and a lot has already tried to help you out and yet were unsuccessful. and you have no idea if you still can get out of that island or dwell there forever..
it's a paradigm. a sense of belief..a thinking that someone is out there for you..but have a closer look..say, i believe that someone is out there for me an all i gotta do is wait...and it so happen that this someone really exists but we have the same belief: that someone is also out there for him and all he's gotta do is wait! imagine the two of us waiting for each other...it's like i am waiting for this bus ride in this certain bus station and yet this particular bus is just waiting for me in another station..
is it really a waiting game or a finder's keeper?
what if i've spent all my life waiting and waiting and waiting and not doing anything abut my life because i am so sold to this idea that all i gotta do is WAIT!
i admit, i'm missing someone in my life right now..i don't know who he is but i will know who he is..the feeling that i have is the same feeling fueling me to go about and search for him and stop the waiting game.
i'm tired of waiting...is it about time to go on and find him? wherever..whenever...whatever...however...
where is he...where is he..where is he?
where is this beautiful guy?
who is he? who is he?
whose gonna take me so high?

i made it...finally..
how is it really to have the kind of work that i have?
difficult...exciting..draining...
at the end of the day im just totally wasted..
driving alone...doing your stuff alone...working alone..

i dunno how to express this...sure i'm one lucky girl//
'stable' (career-wise) at the age of 21..i get to buy things i only dreamt
of before..commuting is finally out of my routine..am i happy?

is being 'successful' a benchmark for happiness..or is it the other way around?
am i happy because i'm successful or am i successful because i'm happy..?

u know, it's thought provoking...i wonder how i hunger so much for satisfaction when in fact it will never come to be..i'll never be contented..

and i hate it..

//soulmates_2

..i finally found the song i can really relate with..

Where Are You?


[J. Roman]

I know you out there baby
So where?

There's someone out there for me...
I know she's waiting so patiently
Can you tell me her name?
This life long search is gonna drive me insane

How does she laugh, how does she cry,
What's the color of her eyes,
Does she even realize I'm here?....

Where is she?
Where is she?
Where is she?
Where is this beautiful girl?

Who is she?
Who is she?
Who's gonna complete my world?

Where is she?
Where is she?
Where is this beautiful girl?

Who is she?
Who is she?
Who's gonna complete my world?

La la la la la la la.. la la la la laaa.. La la la la la la la..

[Soluna]

I'm starin out at the sky...
Prayin' that he will walk in my life
Where is the man of my dreams?
Yeah...
I'd wait forever, how silly it seems

How does he laugh, how does he cry,
What's the color of his eyes,
Does he even realize I'm here?....

Where is he?
Where is he?
Where is he?
Where is this beautiful guy?

Who is he?
Who is he?
Who's gonna take me so high?

Where is he?
Where is he?
Where is this beautiful guy?

Who is he?
Who is he?
Who's gonna take me so high?

La la la la la la la.. la la la la laaa.. La la la la la la la..

[J. Roman]

Where are you...?
There's someone out there for me...

[Soluna]

There's someone out there for me...

[J. Roman]

I know she's waiting so patiently..

[Soluna]

So patient...

[J. Roman]

Can you tell me her name?

[Soluna]

Can you tell me his name?

[J. Roman]

This life long search is gonna drive me insane

[Soluna]

How does he laugh, how does he cry,
What's the color of his eyes?
Does he even realize I'm here?....

[J. Roman]

Where is she?
Where is she?
Where is she?
Where is this beautiful girl?

Who is she?
Who is she?
Who's gonna complete my world?

[Soluna]

Where is he?
Where is he?
Where is this beautiful guy?

Who is he?
Who is he?
Who's gonna take me so high?

[Together]

La la la la la la la.. la la la la laaa.. La la la la la la la..

[J. Roman]

(Yeah...I know you're out there...)

[Together]

La la la la la la la.. la la la la laaa.. La la la la la la la..

[J. Roman]

Where are you?
I'ma look all over the world baby
Cuz I know you're out there
I know it might sound crazy...
But I love you
La la la la la la la..